I have been thinking a lot here lately about my past, present, and future. So here is a little glimpse of my past, present and what I wish my future to be like.
My past isn’t that bad. I always felt like I had everything. My family was always together through thick and thin. And my parents always made sure we had food on the table, clothes on our backs, and shoes on our feet. So yeah I guess you can say my past was pretty much what everything a kid could wish for. I had a steardy home, family who was always there for me, and everything I ever needed.
My whole family used to do everything together. But now its kinda like we have faded away from each other. My cousin Kaytlin got married in March and so now it doesn’t feel right without her here. I mean don’t get me wrong I love her husband Justin to death! But I really miss her because I was so used to seeing here everyday. But now that she lives in Jacksonville, Florida I won’t be able to see her a few months out of the year. And my grandparents are getting up there in age so now I feel like I won’t have them for very long and so I am worried about what will happen to my family after they are gone because they are the ones that are kinda the glue that holds us together. And when I was little I thought money basically grew on trees. Which I mean in a way I guess you can say it does because money is made from paper and paper is made from trees. But know that I am older I know that times are rough and I won’t always get what I want. And I understand that 100%. My parents have taught me through my life time to save my money because the economy will just get worse and worse. But so far life have thrown some curve balls at me but hey thats life! 🙂
In my future I plan on graduating high school and then going to a small community college. And then get my degree in becoming a nurse. And then maybe after that if everything goes smoothly I will become a doctor. But at the same time I see myself getting married at a young age. My mom was 18 when she got married and I see myself following in her footprints. I also see myself having a bunch of kids. I love kids and it would be my dream to have a bunch! But how ever my life goes I know it won’t be bad because God never puts us through trials he knows we cannot bare. And he will always stick by our side. No matter what! We just got to call on him and we shall recieve. So whatever happens, happens.
So as you can see my past and present hasn’t been bad. But I am still in the present and I am sure life will be throwing several curve balls along the way! But I know one thing what ever happens, whatever trial I will be going through I will always have a smile on my face. Yeah it will be tough and I will want to give up. But I know that I can’t take steps back. That if I can’t move foward this journey then I need to just stay in place and sooner or later my God will give me a little shove to keep me going!!